Tuesday, June 14, 2011

A remarkable dentist experience

It was my 4th visit today (and thought was last) to the dentist for several treatments I needed after not giving attention to my dental health for very long years. Now, I would really wanted to be health conscious ever. I won't mention my previous treatments coz basically they were just one of those normal stories every individual would've experienced in their dentist appointment. This time, Dr. Scott and Dr. Trang  told me at first that this is the most easy and quick treatment that will be done. I believe to them...well, I have had an idea about what will they do but still I have provided space for "some"sort of things to expect, Thank God. Everything was done successfully and easy as to the follow up of the previous treatment made. 'Been lying for about 60 minutes already (the shortest huh, in my previous visits there's one I was treated for 2 hours) so I think it was  good...But I felt the pain. Not literally pain but the sensitive part of my teeth is involved so that was a little hard which i wish won't happen again.

Now the final thing is cleaning, thought it was as easy as to what I've had imagined but it's not...Scott started on the very first tooth but I almost faint. Not because I got scared but my jaw was so tired (though they put this rubber thing on my mouth) and I really had felt the pinch on my gums. Scott asked me if I was ok then I said, I guess so...I can do it. It was just so funny that the last thing to do is what would make me give up compared to those drilling and extensive treatments in the previous (I consider. :)

I trusted my dentists so much and they were just so nice to me, to us! I would definitely recommend them to anyone who wanted treatment from a dentist. SERVICE was absolutely great but FEES are definitely HATE HATE! haha! I don't wanna talk about it anyway. Don't even wanna think of it.. geeezzz!

After the treatment, the lower right part of my mouth was still numb, I asked my husband to send me to the mall coz I wanna eat and the nearest is that Chinese resto, . But oh my gaaaaaaaaaaaaddddddddddd, while I was eating, thought it was the chicken I was biting until my husband notice that the inner part of my lip is bleeding! It was my MEAT! LOL! I was eating myself! :P
Then I stopped eating. While at the car, I looked at mirror and found out my lip look. Terrible and I am sure will be sore for the whole week. :(
Let me show you.
                                          Swelling Lip                     Normal Lip
Click this link.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R-ZXw15VvOs&feature=autoplay&list=AVGxdCwVVULXdn9NflJpZgvSf1ArETW1bC&index=3&playnext=3

It's been 5 months already but I've been consistent in my sleeping habit. I stayed awake up until about 4am and woke up so late. My laptop (which my husband used to call it "my other boyfriend" was always there to stay with. What I would usually do was to open my Facebook account (not on chat) to glare at every once in a while.
Then Youtube was just amazing, my favorite songs and singers are always available but when I feel like i really need to convince myself  that it's time to sleep, RICHARD CLAYDERMAN was the BEST. Sometimes it doesn't work, HE could also make me EMO! :)

Now, I'm busy thinking how do I need to prepare myself in my coming endeavors in the outside world of my new environment. Exciting yet a little nervous but I know I can DO it.
I just really hope that my plan was  also what's Gods will for me.

****I keep myself busy also in improving the look of this blog in a way that will suit its title and its content. I was happy with the result. It's 1:19am here yet I'm still wide awake.

Saturday, June 4, 2011

FEELIN' LONELY AND ALONE ;'(

Have you ever experienced to be misunderstood no matter how much you've explained your side?

Have you ever done something in your life that you don't exactly mean what other people might think about it afterwards?

Have you ever became daring and playful sometimes in your life just to entertain yourself and make fun out of it?
If so, does it mean you are immature?

Have you ever wanted to live this life taking ALL things seriously as if we are not allowed to be a bit crazy? in fact you also know you'll end up the REAL COOL INSANE!

Have you ever dreamed of living a life by following the standards you have created and plan and make it happen accordingly? ***now that's what makes life boring!

Have you listed all the things you wanna accomplish all your life?**now this is fine.

Now, have you ever had all this questions in your mind but then you have no one to talk to?

Have you ever stayed alone in an island that nobody could ever make you feel better except but you?

Have you ever think of backing off just because of this questions?
Now, this is the last option.

6/4/2011 9:39pm
crying out loud inside.

2012: So I figured out....I was just borrrreeeddd when I had this. :)